Thursday, September 30, 2010
♥ heart don't fail me now; courage don't desert me
ahh so much for abstinence.
shouldn't even be online now but ): !!
today hasn't been a very productive day for me. yesterday too.
crap la my productivity rate is declining everyday and this is not a good sign because EYAs nearing!!! no wait actually it started today... but whatever.
I NEED TO BUCK UP. this is really it. it's like, the last lap (at least for this year) and i better not screw it up! i'm really giving it my all, i really hope the results wouldn't be disappointing.
not that i really care about the grades (no, i do) BUTBUTBUT point is, i really worked hard for this.
Please don't disappoint me, please ):anyway i am currently drowning in a sea of chemical equations someone save me because CHEM IS KILLING ME.
goodness. whole year leh wts can die one la! D: and math is like. shit. UHHH.
and there's history (hugs claire and isdi) and lots and lots more.
SCREW THIS. so much for not-sleeping-too-late-and-waking-up-earlier-cos-it-helps-you-concentrate-better. if i can't finish whatever i to do, i'll stay up even if it means sleeping at 5am.