Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥ belated birthday & mothers' day
I had such a fun time preparing for the belated mothers' day and my sister's belated birthday celebration/present! Woke up, and went shopping for gifts. I looked forward so much for having a happy celebration after the exams!
But then, when the real thing came, I was so disappointed.
I came back with some Ginseng tonic and 2 facial packs specially my mom, then I ordered a Chocolate Mousse Cake for my mommy and my sis.
When I came home, I quickly packed everything into a box, place the candles on the cake (but I didn't light it cos' I was scared... haha) and ate my chicken rice while waiting from my mommy to come back.
She was taken aback and rather happy, and I was really happy too! We were actually planning to have a lunch out but because we met some problems with the planning of time, etc, so we called it off, and my mom and sis were really sad. My sis cried ):
So I bought a cake! I thought everyone would be happy, but then, UGH, my sis just like HECK about the cake and didn't even bother... I don't even know why she treats me like asdfghjkl!!! I am so disappointed with her... she didn't even bother or say thank you or even... ?!!! What the hell is wrong with her?!!!
然后搞到很没有气氛。。。我真得很。。。 很。。。 伤心!生气!无奈!失望!讨厌!To think I spent so much money and effort on this... SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT! I really wanted today to be a very very happy day! But it always have to turn out like this... all because of one person!
I was so sad I tore up the card I wrote for her, and all the wishes... GONE. I'm not going to do so much for her anymore! What was I thinking? I can't believe I put myself through all this! >
And when my mommy told her off, she was like, didn't really bother, wasn't really listening, didn't care... WHY IS SHE LIKE THAT?!!! I just wanted to make her happy because she was look so depressed over yesterday's decision. Now... she doesn't feel a thing, but its my turn to feel depressed! I always felt that she cared more about my friends than me... now this has proved that, 她跟就不把我当成一回事,不把我放在心里!为什么?!! 她每次都这样!
THIS IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED AT ALL! 我现在感到很空虚!不知所措!
我真的是太太太太太失望,失望透了!