Thursday, October 16, 2008
♥ i want to run away.
today is like frigging ______.
physics is
lousy, but after a while i thought it was better, cause... yeah.
history is
as usual, and my as usual is like, lousy ok. yeah you should know how lousy my history is.
chinese paper 1 and 2 is such a FAILURE. i am sooo disappointed at myself, esp. paper 1.
i decided that i have seriously not mugged enough. and i was fine with it, i thought, when EOYs ended, but now this spooky feeling is back haunting me again. arghhh i should have known the better and not like have so high aspirations on myself (haha what rubbish business woman), instead some other occupations that, ahem, no need to have so big brains. maybe cleaner or something. blehh.
the thing is i happen to, NEVER CRY, about my results, err, in school! i'll most probably be emo for a while, then i will start talking and smiling and laughing and i'm grateful of that. so i won't be like... yeah. i don't really like people to "an wei" me actually, makes me feel like i'm really lousy or something. but when i need it, i need it ;D
i decided ALSO, i should start making some changes, for example:
start mugging for MYAs or EYAs at least 2 months before the actual thing.
start or do my PT like, fast, esp when i have the privilege of having holidays in between.
ahem. stop sleeping late.
but on one condition, that is wake up earlier... , err, i'm not sure if i can do that though!
for holidays, continue the "primary sch" thing mommy did: wake up earlier, mug till 12pm, go bathe, eat and then playyy, then mug from 5-7pm again.
start buying assessment books at dec holiday, not june -.- and start doing a little bit of each subject the year before.
come home from school as soon as possible and not stay back for nothing.
dream on, i don't think i can accomplish all these.
ahh no i shouldn't be saying this kind of things. ICANDOIT! haha :)
i decided that i LOVE my friends so much, whether human or non-human.
thanks for all you did, consoling me when i'm down, purposely missing all your buses so that you can take the same bus 132 as me, hugging me, or even getting angry with me! i'm really fine with the angry part haha.
as for non-human friends, thanks for "being aware" that i had a horrible day and oincidentally meeting me at the lobby and walking to me to give me a warm hug. thanks for letting me hug and kiss and pet you. thanks for stepping all over my bag and leaving a whole chunk of fur on it.
thanks for being my friends, all of you.
