Thursday, December 9, 2010
♥ wish wash woosh
Aloha world!
So hols have been great so far, finally got to the 'rest' part I guess (:
My days have been pretty boring, just lazing around at home, not going out, SLEEPING IN :D
And omg my mum just came home telling me that my friend has a girlfriend, and started stalking her using my fb account...okay weird lol! haha but anyways good luck with her man, have fun :P
A lot's been going through my mind the past few nights, some of 'em even years... I'm gonna just list them down lest I forget:
1. I woke up this morning and I had this really weird but cool idea: I wanna get a middle name!I've actually thought about this before, like getting a middle name and stuff. I used to want to change my name because a lot of people have problem pronouncing it (I have no idea why, isn't it just 'bree-lee-yah/yer' ._.) okay you see, I don't even know if its supposed to end with a 'ya' or a 'yer' -.- But that's not it! I imagined people calling me by my first name in an office setting... that didn't work out very well. Basically I thought my name sounded really preschool-ish.
Next, I have no clue what my name meant. I've always wanted to have a name that, well, meant something special :) My name just had a random meaning to it - my mum said she wanted me to be brilliant, but that didn't sound like a name so she removed the 'nt'. hmm.
Anyhow after so many years I grew to like my name better than before, but I still want another name with a special meaning! Special as in, like, it means something in Latin or Portugese or idk somethinggg.
2. Vegetarian!So yes, I have officially turned. Turned. Haha! Sounds as if I've 'turned' into a vampire or something :P
Anyway, this whole vegetarian thing started off because of my vegetarian friends! At first I just thought I was going to be veg because it's healthy and I wanna be kind to animals. Then I realised behind all these I was actually really, truly motivated because of the difference I'd make if I were a veg. Yup most of you probably don't know what I'm talking about so please do read up on global warming and livestock farming if you haven't already.
It's a personal choice and I'm all for making a difference! (:
Second reason: I made this pact with my aunt, we promised to go veg together :D
3. My future... *ding!*Yeehaa! Okay save the best for the last! Okay I'm always so excited about the future because it's so unpredictable and stuff. I spend 1/3 of my time alive thinking of what I wanna do when I grow up... is that crazy? :/ But I like it! I enjoy doing that - planning out what I'm gonna do, where I'm gonna go, things like that. Sometimes it changes, in fact all the time, but it's always... somewhere around there...
Uhh yup maybe I shouldn't talk to much about this here it's a bit weird. But I'm so happy and jumpy everytime I think of this! It's so fun, the world out there is so so big I can't wait to explore the rest of it and I get so motivated to do well in school so I can get the scholarship I want and go to the university I want and take the course I want :D
...so that I can get the job I want! Which will never happen if I go to uni in singapore so that means I need a scholarship real bad. ):
Yes! gosh it feels so good to just be able to pen- or type everything, or at least most, of what is going through my head now :)
And it's eco-friendly!
