Monday, December 1, 2008
♥ a new week
another week has past. 1st December, yet another week.
i'm starting to think of all the time i've wasted this holidays, playing pet society, watching dramas, shopping, sleeping till 2pm. And before I knew it, came the month of December.
Anyway, I decided to create a new Youtube account. Its bizarre when I create one and don't even post any videos! But I think its weirder if any of my friends, family or even teachers come across a video of me, it will be so embarassing.
I have also noticed that Rebekah Lee is busy revising for next year, which really freaks me out. And I also observed that CQ on the other hand, is busy playing and getting infuriated by her sister's thoughtless act - 'hogging on the computer'.
Yesterday, I was bloghopping, and so many people posted on 30 November, wonder why. At 9pm, I thought to myself: okay, I cleared my desk, organised my book cabinet, visited all my friends in Pet Society, went to other webpages like Youtube, etc, sent out all (or at least most) of my 'relink please!' thingy, had a game of badminton, took a nice warm shower...
Now what.
Its amazing how life sometimes can
seem so meaningless. Its like, why do I go to school, why do I study, why do I want to buy that bag so much, why is money so important, why do I expect so much from myself? At the end, all you have of yourself is a cold, wrinkled corpse lying in your $__ coffin. That's what you get for slogging your guts out the past 70 years. And if you're lucky, 80? Please, the Prime Minister won't even be there when your remains are heaved into a sea of flames.
But anyway, just live your life to the fullest! That's what keep the smiles on people's face alive and burning.
I'll probably just end with a quote, something a lot of people do before they click "PUBLISH POST".
"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes."
St. Clement of Alexandra